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Shidou Ryuusei ([personal profile] cinderferal) wrote in [community profile] swan_forest2025-02-05 04:41 pm
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Bi-curious

So, Shidou's never really taught anyone about sex before. Oh, he provided exposition and used sex as a metaphor all the time; most people got sex.

He talked about sex a lot, partly because it was on his brain all the time, partly to be an asshole and try to freak people out into underestimating him on the pitch.

But now he's going to be someone's guru, and if he's honest? He's a little nervous and a lot more excited. He doesn't want to fuck up this guy's sex life. But considering his life is pretty fucking great, the chances of that are low.

So here he is, sitting in a decent motel, waiting for Denji to show up.
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-14 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
This face-sitting proposition (maybe another time?) would make sense to Denji; he kind of heard about these sorts of things adjacently through the yakuza as a power/humiliation thing (even if it did obviously feel good too, but that wasn't the point in this context). That's why he offered it to Yoshida the way he did.

For sure.

"Don't fuckin' call me that either!! God damn it, what's with you! Gonna kill my wood."

Impossible, unfortunately.

He shudders hard with a gasp that knocks that sassy attitude right out of his mouth, head dropping back as his jaw drops. It's a little—unsettling. Not just because it feels weird, but for how immediately good it feels. It's not quite as good as getting his dick licked... But disturbingly close. Kind of like getting his nuts licked, maybe.

"Whoa," he huffs out breathlessly, blinking. "D-damn..." Denji's so brazen to chase the feeling, he actually pulls his ass apart—but clearly not with any kind of pride or gusto.
Edited 2025-02-14 18:26 (UTC)
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no worries!!

[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-18 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Denji's a little startled when he's lifted, shooting a suspicious, curious glare down at Shidou—but that's quickly dissolved when Shidou really goes at it, knocking Denji's head right back with a groan and a curl of his toes. He doesn't even mind Shidou's grabby hands.

Why, of all people, did he have to apparently like butt stuff so much? This was not something he needed to know about himself. He startles again when Shidou probs his hole with his tongue, but shamefully, doesn't protest. It's just been getting better, and Shidou's a PHD slut, so...

Subconsciously, Denji rocks slightly against that sensation, groaning behind a bit lower lip.

"Fffuuuck."

Denji's cock drools on his belly, throbbing languidly now and again with the attention he's getting to his ass.

"I r-really...like this..."
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-18 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Denji's so strained right now that the proposition of a girl pegging him would probably give him an aneurysm. Denji follows Shidou's suggestion (he knows best! It's kind of insane how much trust he's putting into a total stranger from the internet, but Denji doesn't even know what the fuck gay men get up to), throwing his legs over Shidou's shoulders as he pulls him closer. Denji groans and gasps—he doesn't even feel offended that Shidou's being so turned on by Denji, even.

It feels kind of nice, truthfully—Denji's so starved for positive attention, sexual or otherwise. And he's getting a hell of a lot of both. It's so nice, it feels like he's melting. He's probably losing his mind a little, but there's no better way to lose it than this.

He rolls his hips, grinding on Shidou's eager tongue—Denji intentionally neglects his cock, not aiming to cum from the oral attention per se, but to just draw this out. Which he never would have expected of himself—drawing out getting his ass eaten by some random dude. Denji feels too warm. The temptation to strip is growing.

He does want—more, though, even if he isn't touching his dick... This is a fuckin' slippery slope, isn't it.
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-19 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Denji groans, thighs quivering as he feels a coiling of something similar to arousal twist in his belly. But it's not like the normal hot carnal arousal he usually feels—it makes him feel crazy. Overwhelmed, even. Denji reaches a hand down to give his cock a quelling squeeze, but he still doesn't do much besides a slow stroke or two, not wanting to cum yet.

Fuck it, he's already come this far—and his inhibitions are loosening by the second. Feeling a bit too warm and too sweaty, aware that Shidou's eyes are on him as he eats Denji out—but still, Denji lets go of his cock to go ahead and squirm out of his shirt. Plus, Shidou really is spoiling Denji—Denji doesn't have any particular interest in sucking dick or having penetrative sex (so far...), but Denji really feels he now owes the eye candy Shidou expressed he wanted earlier.

Denji doesn't know how to ask for it, though—asking for this was embarrassing enough. But the pliant, pointed prob of Shidou's tongue penetrating Denji here and there makes him feel hungry for more of that feeling.

"...Y'...y'can try a finger..."

Denji just hopes he's softened up enough, but he's so horny he's kind of passing rationale away.

"Hate how good this feels, fuckk..."
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-19 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
If Shidou's noticed the pull tab, Denji's just grateful that Shidou hasn't commented on it. The relief is immediate, really highlighting how warm his body had really gotten, which...demonstrates how into this he is. Ugh.

"Y-yeah," Denji answers to Shidou's check in, not exactly sounding proud of it. Denji hisses through his teeth and his body jolts with the nip to his inner thigh, harmlessly (and not with too much force) shoving Shidou with a knock of his knee. He blinks when Shidou aptly points out he isn't used to feeling good, and it's... Damn. It's true.

"Huh... I guess you're right...?"

He blinks with a dumb sort of emptiness as the soft warmth of Shidou becomes flush against him, and a shudder of pleasure ripples through him with the kiss against his neck. It's intimate, even if it's carnal and horny, and it nourishes more than his lust. Which is fucking weird.

He tenses when he feels Shidou's finger, finding the sensation—strange, at first. Uncomfortable, but not painful. He winces an eye and clenches his pointed teeth as he braces, trying to will himself to relax, wondering if he jumped the gun and maybe got ahead of himself. The kisses down his clavicle and chest sort of calms him down—it feels so nice... When Shidou's finger deepens, it feels a little better—starts to feel kind of good, even, the stimulation around the rim and his walls. He's surprised to find he likes Shidou's mouth on his nipple.

Denji groans, body twisting somewhat under Shidou's spoiling, arching his hips up to press against Shidou's hand a little.

"F...feels kinda—weird..."
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-20 09:27 am (UTC)(link)
Denji’s back unconsciously arches and twitches a bit with the suck to his nipple. How does it make sense for that to feel good? It makes Denji feel like—a girl… kind of… Speaking of, he’s enjoying penetration too?! How far from his ideal he’s falling, but he isn’t even mad (right now anyway) because the bliss is unmatched. He’s so used to domineering women anyway, but would they give him this full service? Fuck, is he kind of submissive…?

Whatever, things to spiral about later. It’s time to lock in on this pleasure, because Shidou’s right. He deserves to feel good. And Shidou’s a fan! Fucked up situation in the grand scope but he’s too far gone at this point (at least) to care.

Denji lazily but sensually returns the kiss, expression hazed and brainless. It feels good. In the back of his mind, it’s easy to be paranoid—that someone invested in his pleasure is probably an opp, but it’s never been a man, so… even if it’s not what he envisioned, it’s easier. He tries to listen, about relaxing, feeling good—he feels melted under the kiss to his cheek, then jolts again with the attention to his nipple as it pairs with everything else.

When he feels a break from the stimulation to his nipple, his head sharply snacks back with a tensing of the chords of his neck as well as his Adam’s apple as his muscles tense against the pleasure. The way Shidou prods, then strokes and rubs his prostate makes his legs shake briefly again, his breath caught in his throat as his eyes roll.

“Ohhhh, god,” Denji groans. His mouth gapes wetly as he gasps for air, struggling against his ecstasy. “Fuck, that’s so—”

Good. Amazing. Why is he built this way?

“It f-feels so—! It feels so good—!”
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-20 10:28 am (UTC)(link)
Til his balls are spent??

Just how much would that take? Denji is so high drive and repressed both, he could…be here all night. It feels like it’s been forever already, but it’s probably not been even an entire hour. He thinks about the fantasy Shidou paints; licking his cum off his hard torso while forcing (not really) Denji to his next orgasm… It makes Denji moan as he struggles to not twist his torso, because he’s getting fingered with his nipples played with at the same time. He doesn’t want to disrupt either.

“F-fuck, Shidouuu—!” Denji’s jagged, pointed teeth almost chatter as his skin awashes with new sweat, his breath heavy. No one really knows how crap of a hand life has dealt him—Shidou may be a Chainsaw Man fan, but that doesn’t mean he knows anything about Denji. Who he’s currently pleasuring blind, basically.

“Y-you’re gonna get another one soon,” he gasps, his body rolling. He’s not about to cum, but he senses easily it won’t be too long.

He feels so—cared for. He’s always bent over for women because his mommy issues are bigger than his daddy issues, but like any twisted bisexual, both issues apply; being spoiled by a male figure, when he typically resists men on principle so aggressively, he’s feeling so, so softened. He wasn’t prepared for this sexual encounter to also partially be therapy, but… unconsciously, this dumbass kid does kinda seek therapy through intimacy.

“I feel so good, I feel like I’m fuckin’ losin’ it… You’re so good…”
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-21 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"Fuck," Denji curses again, whining coarsely in desperation as he rocks his hips against Shidou's finger. He grabs at his cock, stroking himself urgently. Being prompted to cum is really hot... Denji's resisting all of this less and less, and it's easy to do that when it feels so good. It's rewarding as fuck to just let go and accept he's having a great time and not fret about if he's bisexual or whatever.

Denji's abs clench and his body jolts. Jerking his dick while having his ass played with feels way too good—which is why Denji's brows knit and tense as he clenches his jaw, groaning as he does indeed paint his torso with his load, which goes notably further than before despite having already cum. His jaw drops and Denji is breathing heavily in the aftermath of his orgasm, weakly letting go of his spent cock.

"Oh my god, dude..."

There are actual tears in Denji's eyes from the force of his orgasm; his whole body tingles with warmth, and he almost feels—lighter, somehow.