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So, Shidou's never really taught anyone about sex before. Oh, he provided exposition and used sex as a metaphor all the time; most people got sex.
He talked about sex a lot, partly because it was on his brain all the time, partly to be an asshole and try to freak people out into underestimating him on the pitch.
But now he's going to be someone's guru, and if he's honest? He's a little nervous and a lot more excited. He doesn't want to fuck up this guy's sex life. But considering his life is pretty fucking great, the chances of that are low.
So here he is, sitting in a decent motel, waiting for Denji to show up.
He talked about sex a lot, partly because it was on his brain all the time, partly to be an asshole and try to freak people out into underestimating him on the pitch.
But now he's going to be someone's guru, and if he's honest? He's a little nervous and a lot more excited. He doesn't want to fuck up this guy's sex life. But considering his life is pretty fucking great, the chances of that are low.
So here he is, sitting in a decent motel, waiting for Denji to show up.
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God, this was a great idea; he's having so much fun with Denji. "Figuring things out is good," he said. "You're allowed to not sure 'bout shit, allowed to explore. Life is too short not to try things out."
He looked down, watching as Denji took his cock. "It was your first blow job," he said, giving Denji's dick another little tug. "Blow jobs are so much better than a hand job. Wasn't the handy you got before better than your own hand?" He nips at Denji's bottom lip. "It's fine if you're not filling up to doing the same to me. I'm good with a hand job."
He hums as his cock throbs in the other boy's hand. "It should, it's mine. Every dick is different. Kinda like fingerprints."
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“Yeah,” he agrees to his question. “That’s true…” It’s not like handjobs are bad. Denji likes them too. But blowjobs are definitely… a different fucking league. He’s not sure if he’s ready for all that, but who knows; he definitely kind of loses it when he’s worked up enough.
Handjobs are better with a kiss, Denji thinks—his lip still stings a bit from that little nip, which reminds him. He tightens his grip, the stroking of Shidou’s cock becoming a bit more fluid as he leans in, giving Shidou a loose, open-mouthed kiss as he breathes through his nose. Shidou will easily be able to feel how Denji’s cock throbs with excitement in his hand when Denji does this—because he’ll never not be a sucker for kissing.
Denji maneuvers his other hand with some adjusting, cupping Shidou’s balls and rolling them firm in his palm to pair with the stroking of his shaft. It’s clear Denji’s at least making an effort to repay Shidou’s mindblowing service. He specifically cares for Shidou to feel good.
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Then the other boy started to cup his balls, and Shidou let out a low moan, pulling back to look down at Denji's hands.
"Mmm, fuck that's it, play with them. They look great in your hands." Unlike Denji's bush, his was neatly trimmed, balls shaved even.
He appericates all that Denji's doing to try to make him feel good since the kid's going outside of his comfort zone.
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It shouldn’t feel so—hot, mutually jerking another guy’s cock, but he’s stubbornly willing himself to not think about it. Honestly, it’s only hot because he’s really liking the languid, carnal kissing. Nevermind how his cock jumps a little when Shidou moans; how it feeds the part of Denji that likes praise and needs it so desperately.
“Shut up,” Denji mumbles gravely into their kiss, mostly just because he’s embarrassed. But play with them he does, but of course with careful sympathy—he pulls and strokes his sack (which…damn, yeah, the skin is really soft), then…with careful curiousity, eventually abandons Shidou’s nuts to press against his perineum, like Shidou had to him earlier. but he’s not…totally sure how to do it? And it shows. But hey, he got the spirit. Denji’s tightening his fist a bit as he strokes slow, more on the bottom half of his base—then quickens over the whole of it.
He’s not even really sure he can get Shidou to cum, but. His ‘thank you’ is almost at his own standard of satisfaction.
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He's not surprised that Denji got a short refractory period. He's a teenager, and Shidou's isn't that much longer.
Moaning softly, Shidou nuzzled in against Denji's neck. "Keep don't that, you can tighten your grip a bit, fuck your hand feels good on my cock." He can't shut up because he loves to talk and loves to give praise. He sees something cool; he's going to say it's cool. It's how he is. He's not programed to lie.
The world sucks. He knows. It's violent and dangerous and full of monsters, and he doesn't mean devils, but it's also got hot people, and sex is a thing, so it's not all bad news.
And Denji doesn't have to worry about not being able to make him cum, he's going to cum. He's easy to please. "Getting close, baby," he crooned.
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Fuck, fuck, that's nice. Denji's weak to that kind of thing too. He does as instructed, breath heavy.
He's surprised to hear that Shidou's getting close—then relieved. Maybe kinda smug. He'd have preferred the first time he made someone cum was a girl, but at least with another dude, it felt kind of like a fun powerplay.
"Don't call me baby," Denji scolds snappishly, turning his head to pull the skin of Shidou's neck between his pointed teeth, lips drawn in a snarl in such a way that it wrinkles his nose. The bite isn't enough to cause damage, but it'll pinch, for sure.
Shit. Denji's realizing part of why he's so turned on is because he recognizes that when Shidou's done, he's probably going to be up for more—he's energetic as hell and this is probably his preferred hobby, what they're doing here... Denji wants more and he's starting to feel confident he's gonna get it. He's still plenty curious.
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And that's what tips him over. He's a bit of a sadist and a bit of a masochist, and those sharp teeth feel real fucking good sinking into his neck.
His hips buck, and he's spilling all over Denji's hand with his spunk. Once he's done jizzing, he nuzzles some more against Denji like a snuggly cat. "Fuck, Denji, that was good." He pressed a kiss to Denji's cheek and gave his dick a tug. "Now, what do you wanna do with this thing? I just remembered thigh fucking's a thing. Wanna fuck mine?"
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“Augh,” Denji gripes to the kiss, but besides that and a scowl, he doesn’t really complain—especially when his dick is stroked again; his gaze immediately goes a little vacant and his body untenses, making a low sound of pleasure. Denji’s too easy.
“Thigh fuckin’…”
He thinks he’s seen that before. He’d never thought about it with a dude. Or rather, never even applied that as an activity they could do together.
But wait. He already had something in mind, didn’t he? Ugh, and he’s gotta be the one to say it. He bites his lip, face going red as he struggles to get the gumption to get it out.
“Actually, could you play with my ass?”
Denji feels like a traitorous convert. Not his fault it apparently feels awesome or something.
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He let go of Denji's dick and slid his hand down. "Spread your legs for me, DenDen," he murmured, voice soft and low. "I'll show anything and everything you want to know about playing with your ass. It's seriously one of the best feelings ever."
Down the taint, and there it was that tight little ring of muscle. He touched it with his middle finger. "And the best part about anal is some chicks like it too. Their g-spot's not in it, but the rim," he circled it with his finger. "Is sensitive."
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He glares venomously for that, and also 'DenDen'...but because Denji is nothing if not consistent and predictable, he spreads his legs. He got a little sidetracked from Shidou's question by his play, and tries to think about it.
He's sidetracked again when Shidou is touching his asshole. With a dry fucking finger!
"Hey, hey, don't—"
Wait. Girls?
The idea of doing this stuff to a girl's ass makes his dick throb, covering the lower half of his mouth as he glances away.
"Y-you're the expert. As long as it doesn't hurt, and as long as it's not your dick."
He pauses, positing a naive question—Denji's so unused to having access to the internet like that he still mostly jerks it to paper mags, so... Even if he's maybe seen some anal videos, it's not like he knows anything about what girls actually like.
"How d'ya know girls like it in the ass too sometimes? That's seriously super hot..."
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He's not planning on sticking a dry finger into him; he's just testing the waters. "I'm not putting it yet," he assured the other teen. "Just seeing how you like it." He pressed a kiss to Denji's shoulder.
"I know because I have girl-friends." Sorta. It was less friendship and more bragging about sexual conquests to each other and throwing shade at people. "It's not for everyone. Just like not every gay guy likes anal. There are plenty of ways to have sex that don't involve penetration."
He moved his finger away from Denji's hole and began to sliver down the other's body again. "Spread your legs a bit more for me. I'll start by eating you out, then we'll move on to fingers, and if you don't like it, tell me. Communication is important during sex. It's no fun for me if you're not enjoying yourself."
It wasn't an altruistic goal. It was all about ego. Ego at making someone feel so good they're begging for more. "You've got nice legs by the way."
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Oh.
Denji's heart flutters and he feels a hot wash of arousal tingle through his limbs, swallowing. He hates he's excited about that—it'd already been on his mind, since their conversation before Denji came over. Curiosity at first, but...
"Huh..." he says more passively than he means to; he does her Shidou, and he finds it interesting that any girls like it at all, and that same gay men aren't into it. Guess that's where tops and bottoms come from? Swallowing, Denji obediently spreads his legs, expression a little sour and shy as he glances away while he does it.
"Alright," he answers to their game plan. "I'm giving you a chance cuz you're so experienced." And generous, altruistic or no. This is exactly what Denji's been looking for, almost, besides the fact it wasn't a girl. Just busy and unrepentant sex play. He agrees, about the other person being into it... Himeno was too drunk to participate the way Denji wanted, and that time he was flaccid even though he was pressed against Power's naked body, because of her distress...
Ignoring Shidou's compliment out of shyness, Denji's breath shudders as he tries to relax.
"J-just go ahead with it before I chicken out."
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As someone who does both, he enjoys it when someone goes town on him. But he does know a strictly top who loves it when he's eaten out, especially when he's riding some other man's face.
Now that he thinks of it, that might be a good position for Denji. It would give him some control. Oh, that would be good for him, building up his confidence. Or something.
But since he's being told to get a move on, he spits on Denji's hole, then moves in, giving it a long, slow lick.
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For sure.
"Don't fuckin' call me that either!! God damn it, what's with you! Gonna kill my wood."
Impossible, unfortunately.
He shudders hard with a gasp that knocks that sassy attitude right out of his mouth, head dropping back as his jaw drops. It's a little—unsettling. Not just because it feels weird, but for how immediately good it feels. It's not quite as good as getting his dick licked... But disturbingly close. Kind of like getting his nuts licked, maybe.
"Whoa," he huffs out breathlessly, blinking. "D-damn..." Denji's so brazen to chase the feeling, he actually pulls his ass apart—but clearly not with any kind of pride or gusto.
sorry for the delay
He peeks up to look at Denji's face after the first lick. "Like it?" he asked, going in for another lick as the other boy pulled his cheeks apart. "That answers that question," he teased, putting both hands on Denji's butt and lifting him a bit so he could peek at Denji's face every once in a while. Then he goes to town, lapping at Denji's hole like a dog lapping at water after a good run. He squeezed Denji's cheeks as he did.
Fuck he's so hard. He loves doing this. After a minute of devoting his time and concentration lapping over the hole, he swirls his tongue's tip around the ring of muscle, then jabs at it with his tongue.
no worries!!
Why, of all people, did he have to apparently like butt stuff so much? This was not something he needed to know about himself. He startles again when Shidou probs his hole with his tongue, but shamefully, doesn't protest. It's just been getting better, and Shidou's a PHD slut, so...
Subconsciously, Denji rocks slightly against that sensation, groaning behind a bit lower lip.
"Fffuuuck."
Denji's cock drools on his belly, throbbing languidly now and again with the attention he's getting to his ass.
"I r-really...like this..."
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Shidou pulled back to nuzzle against Denji's thigh as he took a breath. "Good, I'm glad." He opened his eyes and looked at Denji's face, pink eyes almost black with how blown his pupils with arousal are. "Don't hold back. Grind your ass against my face all you want. You can put your legs on my shoulders and hold me close, too. Fuck, Denji, you're turning me on so much."
Denji's reactions are adorable. It's so hot to help the curious teen explore his sexuality with him. The boy's probably mostly straight, a two on the Kinsey scale at most, probably a one, but if he helps the kid learn to enjoy getting pegged every once in a while, it just means he helped out some lucky girl down the line.
Right now, he wants to see if he can Denji to cum from getting eaten out.
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It feels kind of nice, truthfully—Denji's so starved for positive attention, sexual or otherwise. And he's getting a hell of a lot of both. It's so nice, it feels like he's melting. He's probably losing his mind a little, but there's no better way to lose it than this.
He rolls his hips, grinding on Shidou's eager tongue—Denji intentionally neglects his cock, not aiming to cum from the oral attention per se, but to just draw this out. Which he never would have expected of himself—drawing out getting his ass eaten by some random dude. Denji feels too warm. The temptation to strip is growing.
He does want—more, though, even if he isn't touching his dick... This is a fuckin' slippery slope, isn't it.
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He lets out a pleased hum as Denji starts to grind down on his tongue, letting out a moan before going back at it. Fuck he's loving this. Having a cute boy, letting him play with his body. It's the fucking best. It'd be better if they were both naked because he'd love to suck on Denji's nipples, but, hey, some people are weird about stuff, so he's not too fussed about it.
He keeps going, alternating between lapping at, swirling around, and poking at Denji's hole with his tongue, eyes half-lipped, watching the other face.
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Fuck it, he's already come this far—and his inhibitions are loosening by the second. Feeling a bit too warm and too sweaty, aware that Shidou's eyes are on him as he eats Denji out—but still, Denji lets go of his cock to go ahead and squirm out of his shirt. Plus, Shidou really is spoiling Denji—Denji doesn't have any particular interest in sucking dick or having penetrative sex (so far...), but Denji really feels he now owes the eye candy Shidou expressed he wanted earlier.
Denji doesn't know how to ask for it, though—asking for this was embarrassing enough. But the pliant, pointed prob of Shidou's tongue penetrating Denji here and there makes him feel hungry for more of that feeling.
"...Y'...y'can try a finger..."
Denji just hopes he's softened up enough, but he's so horny he's kind of passing rationale away.
"Hate how good this feels, fuckk..."
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Not when he's been given permission to finger him. "Fuck. You sure? Keep your legs spread for me. I'll get the lube."
He lets out a snort at the admission of hating this and playfully nips Denji's inner right thigh before crawling up to the bedside drawer where he put the lube. "You're just not used to letting yourself feel good." He coated his finger and snuggled up against Denji, kissing his neck as he circled Denji's hole and then slowly pushed the tip in. "I'll show you where the prostate is and give you one hell of an orgasm." He kissed down, getting on top of Denji. He stays clear of the starter cord and takes a nipple into his mouth with a pleased hum as he pushes his finger into the second knuckle.
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"Y-yeah," Denji answers to Shidou's check in, not exactly sounding proud of it. Denji hisses through his teeth and his body jolts with the nip to his inner thigh, harmlessly (and not with too much force) shoving Shidou with a knock of his knee. He blinks when Shidou aptly points out he isn't used to feeling good, and it's... Damn. It's true.
"Huh... I guess you're right...?"
He blinks with a dumb sort of emptiness as the soft warmth of Shidou becomes flush against him, and a shudder of pleasure ripples through him with the kiss against his neck. It's intimate, even if it's carnal and horny, and it nourishes more than his lust. Which is fucking weird.
He tenses when he feels Shidou's finger, finding the sensation—strange, at first. Uncomfortable, but not painful. He winces an eye and clenches his pointed teeth as he braces, trying to will himself to relax, wondering if he jumped the gun and maybe got ahead of himself. The kisses down his clavicle and chest sort of calms him down—it feels so nice... When Shidou's finger deepens, it feels a little better—starts to feel kind of good, even, the stimulation around the rim and his walls. He's surprised to find he likes Shidou's mouth on his nipple.
Denji groans, body twisting somewhat under Shidou's spoiling, arching his hips up to press against Shidou's hand a little.
"F...feels kinda—weird..."
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"Hey, it's okay. We gotta get you used to feeling good. Allowing yourself to feel good, Denji." He lifted and pressed a soft kiss to Denji's lips. "Gonna make you realize you deserve to feel this good."
Because everyone deserves to feel good. "Just relax," he murmured, kissing his cheek, moving back to his nipple, nipping at the little nub. "Relax and feel." He crooked his finger, searching, and there it was, the prostate. That little bundle of nerves that was so fun to play with. He rubbed it, looking at Denji's face to see his reaction.
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Whatever, things to spiral about later. It’s time to lock in on this pleasure, because Shidou’s right. He deserves to feel good. And Shidou’s a fan! Fucked up situation in the grand scope but he’s too far gone at this point (at least) to care.
Denji lazily but sensually returns the kiss, expression hazed and brainless. It feels good. In the back of his mind, it’s easy to be paranoid—that someone invested in his pleasure is probably an opp, but it’s never been a man, so… even if it’s not what he envisioned, it’s easier. He tries to listen, about relaxing, feeling good—he feels melted under the kiss to his cheek, then jolts again with the attention to his nipple as it pairs with everything else.
When he feels a break from the stimulation to his nipple, his head sharply snacks back with a tensing of the chords of his neck as well as his Adam’s apple as his muscles tense against the pleasure. The way Shidou prods, then strokes and rubs his prostate makes his legs shake briefly again, his breath caught in his throat as his eyes roll.
“Ohhhh, god,” Denji groans. His mouth gapes wetly as he gasps for air, struggling against his ecstasy. “Fuck, that’s so—”
Good. Amazing. Why is he built this way?
“It f-feels so—! It feels so good—!”
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Kissing his way to the other side of Denji's chest, Shidou nips at the other little bud. "Don't fight it; just let it happen, fuck; I lick your load off your abs while making you cum a second time. I wanna see how many loads I can get out of you before your balls are spent."
He's making a personal mission to make Denji feel the best he's ever felt. Not because Chainsawman's his hero, and not because he feels Denji's gotten a crap hand dealt to him by life, but because that's just who Shidou is.
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