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Shidou Ryuusei ([personal profile] cinderferal) wrote in [community profile] swan_forest2025-02-05 04:41 pm
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Bi-curious

So, Shidou's never really taught anyone about sex before. Oh, he provided exposition and used sex as a metaphor all the time; most people got sex.

He talked about sex a lot, partly because it was on his brain all the time, partly to be an asshole and try to freak people out into underestimating him on the pitch.

But now he's going to be someone's guru, and if he's honest? He's a little nervous and a lot more excited. He doesn't want to fuck up this guy's sex life. But considering his life is pretty fucking great, the chances of that are low.

So here he is, sitting in a decent motel, waiting for Denji to show up.
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-06 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Denji catches the pink glint in his eye, on edge. What if this dude was a devil? No way he'd just find him on some random shitpost forum, trying to pass the time... But then again, Denji was pretty easy to lure.

All cuz of his damn stupid dick! That same dick that's taken him into a strange man's—er, well, boy's—apartment... And it pulls him forward, Denji sighing haggardly in surrender.

When he takes off his shirt, Denji staggers in hesitation. Wow—that's. A lot of dude. He wasn't expecting anything, if it was true he was such a good athlete... Plus, eating his ass?? —Though he supposes he's always wondered if that felt good... He couldn't deny he'd pressed the pad of his finger against his ass while jerking off in the shower a couple times, though he wasn't sure why. It felt kinda good, but weirded him out, so he never explored any deeper... But that might be why that was the first bribe he went to with Yoshida, that one time; subconsciously, could be Denji has some gaydar. He's got instinct.

"...Fine," Denji agrees, trying to suppress how awkward he feels as he lets himself drop onto Shidou's bed with a bounce. He blinks when his fingers touch the hem of his own shirt, stalling.

Fuck. The fucking pull-start. Shidou probably knew about that...

"Uh. Can I keep my shirt on?" Denji instead goes to undo his belt, stalling. "If I'm letting you eat my ass. That's fair, right?"

It was a suspicious request, though—it was clear that though he was shorter, and a bit lithe, that Denji was pretty jacked too, if in a more wirey, lean way. His shoulders were getting broader, recently, his waist thicker than it used to be with core strength.
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-06 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Fuck off. I ain't shy."

Damn. He was right; this guy's dick was big. Pink briefs, too... Plus, Denji isn't judging because—what the fuck does he care?! And he assumed he meant when it was like... hard... He tears his eyes away from Shidou's cock, mentally reprimanding himself for his curiousity. What the fuck.

Denji sucks in a breath when Shidou leans in, snapping Denji out of his head as he leans back, eyes widening. He thinks about it. This dude is good at everything sexual, right? Wouldn't that include kissing?? Denji's wild about kissing, but... The appeal's always been the softness of a girl's lips, the warmth of a soft body and her feminine scent...

At least he's...been kissed by girls. All hot, even if all fucking insane. So it's not like he's losing another special first, or something... But he's not attracted to this guy (he hopes) at all. Still, this is like... an unpaid evening of getting sexually spoiled.

In the back of his mind, he's stuck on the fingering thing—remembering what this guy said about prostates, but he's still... on... the kissing thing...

"N-nah, no other rules, I think..."

Fuck it, god, he's already here.

Denji answers him by leaning forward, though with clear nervy hesitation, pressing a full and clumsy kiss to Shidou's lips. It's probably clear he's inexperienced, but that he has the right passion that can be directed and habilitated. He wonders how different it'll be, kissing a dude...
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-06 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
It's crazy... Aside from the pink underwear (which, whatever), there's nothing feminine about this dude aside from how horny he is for dick. But even then, it's in a totally masculine way. Which should be a turn off, but it's—not. Because it kind of debunks the anxiety that Denji's some soft wisp fairy for indulging this curiosity. Which is confusing as fuck. He hates this!! But he can't pull away.

Denji makes a sound between surprised and pleasured when tongue's introduced—Denji follows that a bit uncertainly, and feels his dick kick when Shidou sucks his tongue. Why's that even feel so good?!

His body startles a bit in a lurching jump when he feels Shidou's hand land on his groin; his cock brattishly pushes against the fabric towards the warmth, and Denji groans into their kiss. Shit, he's already melting. Even just the kissing had felt really good...

Dazed and annoyed looking (for no justifiable reason), Denji lifts his ass, remembering his abandoned task—he'd been so absorbed by the kiss. Embarrassing. "You can help," he mutters, wiggling his boxers and and jeans down his hips. His cock stands a little more than half hard, and to Denji's misery, it pulses. He looks away, cheeks pink. Embarrassing. This hard from kissing a dude...

Well, that and all the interesting dirty shit they were talking about earlier...

"The way you kiss is totally different from the girls I've kissed, but it's..."

Hot.

Denji likes both ways. Does this mean he's gonna end up wanting to kiss dudes now, too? It's bad enough, being girl crazy...
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-06 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
"Pretty?! C'mon, dude..."

But his heart skips at the positive attention anyway. Same with how worked up Shidou is getting already with all the vulgar praise. He's relieved that this experienced gay dude likes Denji's cock—which throbs a few times to full hardness, but he mumbles some weak disparagement for the compliments even though he clearly likes it. Makes sense, Denji guesses—he's the same way with girls. Just a brush of a pretty girl's lips to his can get Denji fully hard, but that's probably because he's a virgin, even accounting for his insane drive. And damn, the lips against his neck feels... sooo nice. He hasn't felt that before.

Denji doesn't even notice how his hips slowly rock back and forth, if subtly, in Shidou's hold, fucking his grip as the kiss is reintroduced. Denji's eyes are hazily half closed, pushing into the kiss as he hungrily strokes his tongue against Shidou's, feeling out the map of the mouth that was gonna suck his dick.

Damn. He really was just able to jump right into this... He's kind of humiliated with himself, but his body clearly doesn't care. It's probably a good thing it's a dude jacking him right now, because if it was a girl, Denji would have probably already nutted by now. Even this feels fucking incredible. He hates how sensitive he is.

"Uh... lay back," Denji breathes dizzily, swallowing as he licks his lips. "I'm already doin' a bad job easin' in, cuz I'm so horny... I don't wanna freak myself out."

Surprisingly honest, for Denji. But he gets soft and brainless, when he's worked up like this.
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-06 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Adorable...?! And pretty!?

Angel comes to mind, and Denji feels self conscious... He also remembers how when he was going through his rolodex of girls to beat it to, Angel had come up more times than he'd like to admit, though he never let himself do it. Is he that, to Shidou?! Then again... Girls have called Denji cute before, too. Maybe he's cute in a boy way.

The (positive) threats that Shidou makes while handling his cock makes him shudder, such to where you can hear it in his exhale. God, how long would it take to empty his balls, really. He's barely had privacy... nor a home, technically, to even get off as much as he needs.

Denji groans, his body rolling in a fluid arch from scapula to him as Shidou kisses him from jaw, down his torso. He curls his fingers by his mouth, breathing heavily, eyes hazy as his cock jumps and leaks. God damn, that feels amazing. Denji's too dumb to realize that's what he really wants—that cherishing physical intimacy, feeding some part of him that he doesn't realize is starving. The part of him that only recently has gone without a warm body in his bed; whether that was Pochita, Power, or Nayuta... Just the simple human need for touch.

His cock plunges in Shidou's mouth and Denji's body jolts all through out in surprise. Denji's dick isn't small, but it's not big—but still, it's impressive to feel the other boy basically grind against his coarse, musky pubic hair.

"O-oh fuck! Jesus," Denji stammers with a whiny edge, eyes snapping roundly wide at first before they squeeze shut. He feels his mouth gush, and his hips shudder. "That's—fucking crazy... So good..."
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-06 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Ooooh," Denji groans, head rolling back involuntary as he holds his hand over the lower half of his face. It feels so good—so good. The way his throat flexes around his cock, how hot and velvety slick and soft it is... And the firm stroking up his thighs somehow makes it feel even better, even though his legs have nothing to do with his dick.

Breath heavy, skin already beading with sweat, Denji realizes he hates he's really glad he decided to do this. Sure, he'd rather have a girl be doing this, but what was he going to do? Just keep getting his shit rocked by tragedy every time he touched a tit? Maybe dudes were safer... Kind of weird, superstitious thinking, but it's hard to blame Denji for the cope.

Hips hips shake a little, and Denji's rude due to ignorance more than a lot of things, generally—which is why he's unable to help how his hips push forward, then rock slow. Shidou's already pretty much got his entire cock swallowed, so maybe it doesn't matter. Denji's breathing is getting faster.

"Fuuucccck, dude, I'm gonna cum," he half whimpers. It's followed by, more quietly, sounding bewildered: "Gonna cum so hard..." He can tell. It almost has him spooked.
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-07 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
Denji's eyes water just a bit at the line as he pants wetly and helplessly behind his hand, body tensing and trembling as he tries to hold back just to enjoy it a little longer. His back arches, flesh softening with sweat as he groans, head rolling back in time to his eyes.

"Goddd, yeah," Denji groans, muffled behind his hand as his balls raise and tense under Shidou's hold, bulging the root of his cock between them. He's never felt anything like this. The way his nuts are fondled, cock stroked and tip sucked is enough—then he goes lower. Denji's almost worried he's gonna get his ass fingered with no prep or warning, but Shidou... presses?? somewhere? Somewhere Denji hasn't known about, which is what knocks a bright white flash behind his eyelids as he screws his eyes shut, unable to help how his hips buck forward several times as he cries out loud, long and guttural.

He bites his lip and rolls his head to the side as he pants helplessly in scattered stacatto, groaning through his nose as he rides out the orgasm—and predicted, it's hard as fuck. Probably the hardest he's ever cum.

Exactly what he was afraid of.

"...What the fuck," Denji struggles out breathlessly when he finally sort of comes back to reality, chest heaving under that shirt that definitely feels way too warm now. "Holy shit..."
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-07 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
Denji lets out a long, low sigh of relief; blearily, he peeks down at his cock when Shidou comes off of it. It's slick and already wilting, so well drained—not a trace of his cum to be seen. Fuck.

His eyes are pulled towards Shidou's face naturally as he crawls up his body, at first thinking he's coming in for a kiss—which Denji braces for with some terror, not ready to taste his own cum—only to be...shown his load, cleanly swallowed down. Denji can't tell if he thinks this dude is a machine or an animal. He grits his teeth with a wincing groan for how he feels the root of his oversensitive, wilting cock gives at the sight.

How was it that hot—?! He didn't do anything besides wiggle helplessly and noisily under him but... he guesses he'd feel that way if he got a girl to do that. Without thinking, Denji strokes his thumb across the rigid, hot swell of Shidou's impressive, trapped cock across the fabric, shocked at how hard he is. He notices a trace of damp, and squeezes his glans, thumb them rolling across its top.

"Fuck, you're—wet..."

He wonders if Asa—Yoru?—got wet when she kissed him and jerked him off to orgasm. He feels another uncomfortable throb of tension at the root of his dick when he thinks of how he wishes he checked—stroking her wet pussy under the damp cloth of her panties. Damn. He's being turned on from so many different directions it makes his head spin.

He thinks of what Shidou said, about how tops don't usually even finish off the dudes who get fucked in the ass... Yeah, he'd be that type of guy, cuz he's selfish due to how his instincts overtake him, need propelling himself outside of participation. Shit was always just being done to him. He hasn't gotten to do anything back.

This may be a dude, but... Shit. He's already come this far, and it'd be rude not to at least give him something, for such an earth shattering orgasm.

His eyes are hazily half open when he's kissed again, and Denji's already over the fear of tasting his cum, softened and ingratiated. He muffles a sound into their kiss, pushing his tongue into it, tilting his head and breathing hard through his nose. He tastes his cum, but doesn't care; he's had worse shit in his mouth. It's not as disgusting as puke.

Denji strokes Shidou through his briefs, then slips his hand underneath the elastic. He can't believe it, but—without any disgust or fear, he grips his hard, weighty cock, feeling the veins and thin, soft flesh of it ripple in his tight, slow strokes.

He should definitely feel worse about this. But he feels warm, electrified and...embraced, kind of. It feels nice to be this carnally wanted, so sincerely and wildly.

"God damn," Denji breathes into their kissing, unconsciously rolling his hips again, though he's not yet recovered.
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-07 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
Ah—damn it, of all things, the cuddling is what's making Denji feel shy and prickly. Maybe because it's his deeper need, beneath all the sex—but he's had such a violent, cold life, it's hard to accept, even if his heart hiccups for it. So touch starved even a guy would do, huh? Not that Denji is quite smart enough to think about it that deeply nor understand it.

Denji rolls onto his side too, and despite his discomfort (cheeks still blushed from that nuzzle), Denji doesn't push that touch of Shidou's away. This guy's just all in, huh... Denji couldn't imagine cuddling with a stranger like this, but he guesses he almost did with Reze.

He definitely tries not to think about that.

"I dunno, asshole, I'm figuring that out," Denji mumbles defensively—almost sullenly. Maybe even a bit shy. "Plus, even if I don't... dunno..." Denji does indeed extract Shidou's cock, shimmying the elastic down on either side before going in to pull him out. It's a little glossy. Pornographic, even. Like, this dude has a pornstar dick. Fucker. He strokes his cock, allured by how it looks in his hand.

The fuck's wrong with him?

"...I've never cum that hard in my life, y'know? Seems fucked up t'not... somethin'. Prolly couldn't get you off doin' anything I'm like, comfortable with, cuz you're so experienced, but. Dunno."

It's something. Denji could be thoughtful sometimes—like when he cooked starfish for Asa when they were stuck in the aquarium, because she didn't like fish. And Denji's still kinda squishy from that orgasm; his body is still faintly buzzing all over.

"Feels way different than mine..."
Edited 2025-02-07 01:29 (UTC)
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-08 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Denji’s cock still feels a bit sensitive, but it’s responsive and clearly interested in Shidou’s hold, hardening slowly.

“Yeah,” he agrees to his question. “That’s true…” It’s not like handjobs are bad. Denji likes them too. But blowjobs are definitely… a different fucking league. He’s not sure if he’s ready for all that, but who knows; he definitely kind of loses it when he’s worked up enough.

Handjobs are better with a kiss, Denji thinks—his lip still stings a bit from that little nip, which reminds him. He tightens his grip, the stroking of Shidou’s cock becoming a bit more fluid as he leans in, giving Shidou a loose, open-mouthed kiss as he breathes through his nose. Shidou will easily be able to feel how Denji’s cock throbs with excitement in his hand when Denji does this—because he’ll never not be a sucker for kissing.

Denji maneuvers his other hand with some adjusting, cupping Shidou’s balls and rolling them firm in his palm to pair with the stroking of his shaft. It’s clear Denji’s at least making an effort to repay Shidou’s mindblowing service. He specifically cares for Shidou to feel good.
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-10 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Denji hasn’t had a lot of opportunity to like—really get into a make out session in depth, and he’s definitely becoming more relaxed as he does. Depending on his charge, it’s either kind of loose, messy and sensuous or wolffish, crushing and wet. Right now it’s kind of the former, though his brows knit as he exhales through his nostrils, eyes closing as he firms up to full hardness again in the stroke of Shidou’s hand. Denji has a pretty good refract, apparently.

It shouldn’t feel so—hot, mutually jerking another guy’s cock, but he’s stubbornly willing himself to not think about it. Honestly, it’s only hot because he’s really liking the languid, carnal kissing. Nevermind how his cock jumps a little when Shidou moans; how it feeds the part of Denji that likes praise and needs it so desperately.

“Shut up,” Denji mumbles gravely into their kiss, mostly just because he’s embarrassed. But play with them he does, but of course with careful sympathy—he pulls and strokes his sack (which…damn, yeah, the skin is really soft), then…with careful curiousity, eventually abandons Shidou’s nuts to press against his perineum, like Shidou had to him earlier. but he’s not…totally sure how to do it? And it shows. But hey, he got the spirit. Denji’s tightening his fist a bit as he strokes slow, more on the bottom half of his base—then quickens over the whole of it.

He’s not even really sure he can get Shidou to cum, but. His ‘thank you’ is almost at his own standard of satisfaction.
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[personal profile] benchrental 2025-02-12 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Denji's pretty much on the same page—as long as there's girls and food, that's fine. Apparently his options might be a bit broader than he knew, which he isn't ready to think about. A little difficult to navel-gaze when he's got a skilled hand stroking his cock. Which feels better with the kissing—Denji swallows trepidatiously for how much he likes the moan he pulls from Shidou when Shidou's pulled away, nuzzling into his neck.

Fuck, fuck, that's nice. Denji's weak to that kind of thing too. He does as instructed, breath heavy.

He's surprised to hear that Shidou's getting close—then relieved. Maybe kinda smug. He'd have preferred the first time he made someone cum was a girl, but at least with another dude, it felt kind of like a fun powerplay.

"Don't call me baby," Denji scolds snappishly, turning his head to pull the skin of Shidou's neck between his pointed teeth, lips drawn in a snarl in such a way that it wrinkles his nose. The bite isn't enough to cause damage, but it'll pinch, for sure.

Shit. Denji's realizing part of why he's so turned on is because he recognizes that when Shidou's done, he's probably going to be up for more—he's energetic as hell and this is probably his preferred hobby, what they're doing here... Denji wants more and he's starting to feel confident he's gonna get it. He's still plenty curious.

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