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So, Shidou's never really taught anyone about sex before. Oh, he provided exposition and used sex as a metaphor all the time; most people got sex.
He talked about sex a lot, partly because it was on his brain all the time, partly to be an asshole and try to freak people out into underestimating him on the pitch.
But now he's going to be someone's guru, and if he's honest? He's a little nervous and a lot more excited. He doesn't want to fuck up this guy's sex life. But considering his life is pretty fucking great, the chances of that are low.
So here he is, sitting in a decent motel, waiting for Denji to show up.
He talked about sex a lot, partly because it was on his brain all the time, partly to be an asshole and try to freak people out into underestimating him on the pitch.
But now he's going to be someone's guru, and if he's honest? He's a little nervous and a lot more excited. He doesn't want to fuck up this guy's sex life. But considering his life is pretty fucking great, the chances of that are low.
So here he is, sitting in a decent motel, waiting for Denji to show up.
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"I do like sucking dick, so why don't you take off your clothes and let me see what you've got in there." He grins, those pink eyes bright and darkening with arousal. "And before you ask, yes, I could suck you off if you just pulled your dick out of your fly. But you're cute, and if I'm going to do all the work, I should get to have some eye candy."
He reached behind him, pulling off his shirt and tossing it aside. "And I might wanna eat your ass while I'm at it."
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All cuz of his damn stupid dick! That same dick that's taken him into a strange man's—er, well, boy's—apartment... And it pulls him forward, Denji sighing haggardly in surrender.
When he takes off his shirt, Denji staggers in hesitation. Wow—that's. A lot of dude. He wasn't expecting anything, if it was true he was such a good athlete... Plus, eating his ass?? —Though he supposes he's always wondered if that felt good... He couldn't deny he'd pressed the pad of his finger against his ass while jerking off in the shower a couple times, though he wasn't sure why. It felt kinda good, but weirded him out, so he never explored any deeper... But that might be why that was the first bribe he went to with Yoshida, that one time; subconsciously, could be Denji has some gaydar. He's got instinct.
"...Fine," Denji agrees, trying to suppress how awkward he feels as he lets himself drop onto Shidou's bed with a bounce. He blinks when his fingers touch the hem of his own shirt, stalling.
Fuck. The fucking pull-start. Shidou probably knew about that...
"Uh. Can I keep my shirt on?" Denji instead goes to undo his belt, stalling. "If I'm letting you eat my ass. That's fair, right?"
It was a suspicious request, though—it was clear that though he was shorter, and a bit lithe, that Denji was pretty jacked too, if in a more wirey, lean way. His shoulders were getting broader, recently, his waist thicker than it used to be with core strength.
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But if he's going to leave an article of clothing on, Shidou would take his pants off. He undoes the ties of his capris, pushing them to expose the soft pink briefs he's wearing, cock not hard but making an impressive bulge in them. It's big, but maybe not as big as he hinted on the web. Most guys will upsell their size.
"Any other rules? No fucking, I'm going to assume no fingers, either." He leans in. "How about a kiss?"
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Damn. He was right; this guy's dick was big. Pink briefs, too... Plus, Denji isn't judging because—what the fuck does he care?! And he assumed he meant when it was like... hard... He tears his eyes away from Shidou's cock, mentally reprimanding himself for his curiousity. What the fuck.
Denji sucks in a breath when Shidou leans in, snapping Denji out of his head as he leans back, eyes widening. He thinks about it. This dude is good at everything sexual, right? Wouldn't that include kissing?? Denji's wild about kissing, but... The appeal's always been the softness of a girl's lips, the warmth of a soft body and her feminine scent...
At least he's...been kissed by girls. All hot, even if all fucking insane. So it's not like he's losing another special first, or something... But he's not attracted to this guy (he hopes) at all. Still, this is like... an unpaid evening of getting sexually spoiled.
In the back of his mind, he's stuck on the fingering thing—remembering what this guy said about prostates, but he's still... on... the kissing thing...
"N-nah, no other rules, I think..."
Fuck it, god, he's already here.
Denji answers him by leaning forward, though with clear nervy hesitation, pressing a full and clumsy kiss to Shidou's lips. It's probably clear he's inexperienced, but that he has the right passion that can be directed and habilitated. He wonders how different it'll be, kissing a dude...
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He hums in encouragement as Denji presses their lips together and answers in kind, eagerly allowing the other to explore his mouth before he sucks on his tongue. Denji is definitely someone without much experience, but Shidou would always take unskilled enthusiasm over skilled boredom or trying to get it over with. He puts a hand on the other boy's thigh, stroking it before sliding up to Denji's groin, not quite getting there before sliding it back down towards his knee.
He breaks away from the kiss to murmur, "Want me to take over getting these off?"
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Denji makes a sound between surprised and pleasured when tongue's introduced—Denji follows that a bit uncertainly, and feels his dick kick when Shidou sucks his tongue. Why's that even feel so good?!
His body startles a bit in a lurching jump when he feels Shidou's hand land on his groin; his cock brattishly pushes against the fabric towards the warmth, and Denji groans into their kiss. Shit, he's already melting. Even just the kissing had felt really good...
Dazed and annoyed looking (for no justifiable reason), Denji lifts his ass, remembering his abandoned task—he'd been so absorbed by the kiss. Embarrassing. "You can help," he mutters, wiggling his boxers and and jeans down his hips. His cock stands a little more than half hard, and to Denji's misery, it pulses. He looks away, cheeks pink. Embarrassing. This hard from kissing a dude...
Well, that and all the interesting dirty shit they were talking about earlier...
"The way you kiss is totally different from the girls I've kissed, but it's..."
Hot.
Denji likes both ways. Does this mean he's gonna end up wanting to kiss dudes now, too? It's bad enough, being girl crazy...
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He really is a slut for cock. Wrapping long fingers around Denji's member, Shidou begins to pull on it, wanting to get fully hard. "Hot?" he supplied the unspoken word. "Yeah, it is."
Shidou had kissed girls before, and aside from a grope to a boob which only cemented he wasn't interested in the opposite sex, but he knows it's different. Some girls can be pretty hard, but most aren't. He wonders if it's social conditioning or just genetics. Either way, it's not something he's interested in right now, not when he's got a nice dick in his hand.
He kissed Denji on the mouth again, sliding his tongue inside as he threw a leg over his lap while he kept stroking. "Wanna lay back or watch me?" he asked.
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But his heart skips at the positive attention anyway. Same with how worked up Shidou is getting already with all the vulgar praise. He's relieved that this experienced gay dude likes Denji's cock—which throbs a few times to full hardness, but he mumbles some weak disparagement for the compliments even though he clearly likes it. Makes sense, Denji guesses—he's the same way with girls. Just a brush of a pretty girl's lips to his can get Denji fully hard, but that's probably because he's a virgin, even accounting for his insane drive. And damn, the lips against his neck feels... sooo nice. He hasn't felt that before.
Denji doesn't even notice how his hips slowly rock back and forth, if subtly, in Shidou's hold, fucking his grip as the kiss is reintroduced. Denji's eyes are hazily half closed, pushing into the kiss as he hungrily strokes his tongue against Shidou's, feeling out the map of the mouth that was gonna suck his dick.
Damn. He really was just able to jump right into this... He's kind of humiliated with himself, but his body clearly doesn't care. It's probably a good thing it's a dude jacking him right now, because if it was a girl, Denji would have probably already nutted by now. Even this feels fucking incredible. He hates how sensitive he is.
"Uh... lay back," Denji breathes dizzily, swallowing as he licks his lips. "I'm already doin' a bad job easin' in, cuz I'm so horny... I don't wanna freak myself out."
Surprisingly honest, for Denji. But he gets soft and brainless, when he's worked up like this.
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His thumb plays with the of Denji's cock. "I don't want you to hold back, got it? I want you to cum." He nips at Denji's bottom lip. "I'm going to swallow every last drop until your balls are empty."
And then he's slithering his way down Denji's body. Kissing his jaw, his neck, nipping his nipple through his shirt, his other hand pushing his shirt just enough to let Shidou kiss his stomach until he gets to Denji's cock.
Since Denji will be lying back for this, he doesn't bother to look up. Usually, he likes making eye contact as he takes his partner's cock into his mouth, but if Denji needs not to watch, he's okay with it. He takes a breath, opens his mouth, wraps his lips around the head, and then takes the rest of him in one swift movement with a hungry moan.
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Angel comes to mind, and Denji feels self conscious... He also remembers how when he was going through his rolodex of girls to beat it to, Angel had come up more times than he'd like to admit, though he never let himself do it. Is he that, to Shidou?! Then again... Girls have called Denji cute before, too. Maybe he's cute in a boy way.
The (positive) threats that Shidou makes while handling his cock makes him shudder, such to where you can hear it in his exhale. God, how long would it take to empty his balls, really. He's barely had privacy... nor a home, technically, to even get off as much as he needs.
Denji groans, his body rolling in a fluid arch from scapula to him as Shidou kisses him from jaw, down his torso. He curls his fingers by his mouth, breathing heavily, eyes hazy as his cock jumps and leaks. God damn, that feels amazing. Denji's too dumb to realize that's what he really wants—that cherishing physical intimacy, feeding some part of him that he doesn't realize is starving. The part of him that only recently has gone without a warm body in his bed; whether that was Pochita, Power, or Nayuta... Just the simple human need for touch.
His cock plunges in Shidou's mouth and Denji's body jolts all through out in surprise. Denji's dick isn't small, but it's not big—but still, it's impressive to feel the other boy basically grind against his coarse, musky pubic hair.
"O-oh fuck! Jesus," Denji stammers with a whiny edge, eyes snapping roundly wide at first before they squeeze shut. He feels his mouth gush, and his hips shudder. "That's—fucking crazy... So good..."
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He wasn't lying before about not being a size queen, and Denji's dick was fucking perfect. Sure he liked big cocks, but wouldn't say no if Denji's cock was small. It's all about how you use it.
And the previously mentioned fact he was a slut and just liked having cock in his mouth. Every dick was a perfect dick to him.
Denji might be too dumb to realize what he needs, and Shidou's not really the best at reading people, but he is a very physical lover, so it all works out. He loves touching others and making them feel good, which makes him feel good. Denji was going to get cuddled a lot tonight before they were done. He runs his hands up and down Denji's lean thighs, enjoying the muscle under his palms.
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Breath heavy, skin already beading with sweat, Denji realizes he hates he's really glad he decided to do this. Sure, he'd rather have a girl be doing this, but what was he going to do? Just keep getting his shit rocked by tragedy every time he touched a tit? Maybe dudes were safer... Kind of weird, superstitious thinking, but it's hard to blame Denji for the cope.
Hips hips shake a little, and Denji's rude due to ignorance more than a lot of things, generally—which is why he's unable to help how his hips push forward, then rock slow. Shidou's already pretty much got his entire cock swallowed, so maybe it doesn't matter. Denji's breathing is getting faster.
"Fuuucccck, dude, I'm gonna cum," he half whimpers. It's followed by, more quietly, sounding bewildered: "Gonna cum so hard..." He can tell. It almost has him spooked.
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When Denji warns him he's going to blow, Shidou pulls off, so just the head's in his mouth, his hands coming back up to Denji's groin, one palming his balls, the other working his shaft as he keeps sucking on the tip.
He wants this kid's load. He wants it so bad his cock is throbbing in his underwear, leaving a wet mark where his pre is leaking out of him. He keeps jerking Denji's shaft, and a finger goes behind his balls to tease that sensitive patch of skin between balls and hole.
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"Goddd, yeah," Denji groans, muffled behind his hand as his balls raise and tense under Shidou's hold, bulging the root of his cock between them. He's never felt anything like this. The way his nuts are fondled, cock stroked and tip sucked is enough—then he goes lower. Denji's almost worried he's gonna get his ass fingered with no prep or warning, but Shidou... presses?? somewhere? Somewhere Denji hasn't known about, which is what knocks a bright white flash behind his eyelids as he screws his eyes shut, unable to help how his hips buck forward several times as he cries out loud, long and guttural.
He bites his lip and rolls his head to the side as he pants helplessly in scattered stacatto, groaning through his nose as he rides out the orgasm—and predicted, it's hard as fuck. Probably the hardest he's ever cum.
Exactly what he was afraid of.
"...What the fuck," Denji struggles out breathlessly when he finally sort of comes back to reality, chest heaving under that shirt that definitely feels way too warm now. "Holy shit..."
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"Fuck," he moaned out and then climbed up Denji's body to look him in the face, sticking out his tongue to show off some of the spunk still left on it, then pulled it back in and swallowed it down. "That was so fucking hot, Denji." He takes one of Denji's hands and puts it to his groin so he can feel how fucking hard Shidou is.
"Look, fuck, I'm so turned on." And he kissed Denji again.
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His eyes are pulled towards Shidou's face naturally as he crawls up his body, at first thinking he's coming in for a kiss—which Denji braces for with some terror, not ready to taste his own cum—only to be...shown his load, cleanly swallowed down. Denji can't tell if he thinks this dude is a machine or an animal. He grits his teeth with a wincing groan for how he feels the root of his oversensitive, wilting cock gives at the sight.
How was it that hot—?! He didn't do anything besides wiggle helplessly and noisily under him but... he guesses he'd feel that way if he got a girl to do that. Without thinking, Denji strokes his thumb across the rigid, hot swell of Shidou's impressive, trapped cock across the fabric, shocked at how hard he is. He notices a trace of damp, and squeezes his glans, thumb them rolling across its top.
"Fuck, you're—wet..."
He wonders if Asa—Yoru?—got wet when she kissed him and jerked him off to orgasm. He feels another uncomfortable throb of tension at the root of his dick when he thinks of how he wishes he checked—stroking her wet pussy under the damp cloth of her panties. Damn. He's being turned on from so many different directions it makes his head spin.
He thinks of what Shidou said, about how tops don't usually even finish off the dudes who get fucked in the ass... Yeah, he'd be that type of guy, cuz he's selfish due to how his instincts overtake him, need propelling himself outside of participation. Shit was always just being done to him. He hasn't gotten to do anything back.
This may be a dude, but... Shit. He's already come this far, and it'd be rude not to at least give him something, for such an earth shattering orgasm.
His eyes are hazily half open when he's kissed again, and Denji's already over the fear of tasting his cum, softened and ingratiated. He muffles a sound into their kiss, pushing his tongue into it, tilting his head and breathing hard through his nose. He tastes his cum, but doesn't care; he's had worse shit in his mouth. It's not as disgusting as puke.
Denji strokes Shidou through his briefs, then slips his hand underneath the elastic. He can't believe it, but—without any disgust or fear, he grips his hard, weighty cock, feeling the veins and thin, soft flesh of it ripple in his tight, slow strokes.
He should definitely feel worse about this. But he feels warm, electrified and...embraced, kind of. It feels nice to be this carnally wanted, so sincerely and wildly.
"God damn," Denji breathes into their kissing, unconsciously rolling his hips again, though he's not yet recovered.
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He's just a bit kinky, okay? But it looks like Denji's not minding a bit. Not even minding tasting his own jizz.
"I told you; you're hot, and I like sucking cock." He nuzzled against Denji's cheek, all but purring as the other boy plays with the tip of his dick. If Denji asked if he thought he was a machine or an animal, he'd say animal in a heartbeat. He is a creature of the moment, of passion and excitement.
"Yeah?" Shidou reached down, took Denji's cock in, and rolled to the side so he could watch Denji's hand in his underwear and Denji's cock waking back up. He slides his other arm under the other boy, cuddling him in as they jerk each other off. "You like it? Why don't you take it out so you can look at it?"
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Denji rolls onto his side too, and despite his discomfort (cheeks still blushed from that nuzzle), Denji doesn't push that touch of Shidou's away. This guy's just all in, huh... Denji couldn't imagine cuddling with a stranger like this, but he guesses he almost did with Reze.
He definitely tries not to think about that.
"I dunno, asshole, I'm figuring that out," Denji mumbles defensively—almost sullenly. Maybe even a bit shy. "Plus, even if I don't... dunno..." Denji does indeed extract Shidou's cock, shimmying the elastic down on either side before going in to pull him out. It's a little glossy. Pornographic, even. Like, this dude has a pornstar dick. Fucker. He strokes his cock, allured by how it looks in his hand.
The fuck's wrong with him?
"...I've never cum that hard in my life, y'know? Seems fucked up t'not... somethin'. Prolly couldn't get you off doin' anything I'm like, comfortable with, cuz you're so experienced, but. Dunno."
It's something. Denji could be thoughtful sometimes—like when he cooked starfish for Asa when they were stuck in the aquarium, because she didn't like fish. And Denji's still kinda squishy from that orgasm; his body is still faintly buzzing all over.
"Feels way different than mine..."
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God, this was a great idea; he's having so much fun with Denji. "Figuring things out is good," he said. "You're allowed to not sure 'bout shit, allowed to explore. Life is too short not to try things out."
He looked down, watching as Denji took his cock. "It was your first blow job," he said, giving Denji's dick another little tug. "Blow jobs are so much better than a hand job. Wasn't the handy you got before better than your own hand?" He nips at Denji's bottom lip. "It's fine if you're not filling up to doing the same to me. I'm good with a hand job."
He hums as his cock throbs in the other boy's hand. "It should, it's mine. Every dick is different. Kinda like fingerprints."
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“Yeah,” he agrees to his question. “That’s true…” It’s not like handjobs are bad. Denji likes them too. But blowjobs are definitely… a different fucking league. He’s not sure if he’s ready for all that, but who knows; he definitely kind of loses it when he’s worked up enough.
Handjobs are better with a kiss, Denji thinks—his lip still stings a bit from that little nip, which reminds him. He tightens his grip, the stroking of Shidou’s cock becoming a bit more fluid as he leans in, giving Shidou a loose, open-mouthed kiss as he breathes through his nose. Shidou will easily be able to feel how Denji’s cock throbs with excitement in his hand when Denji does this—because he’ll never not be a sucker for kissing.
Denji maneuvers his other hand with some adjusting, cupping Shidou’s balls and rolling them firm in his palm to pair with the stroking of his shaft. It’s clear Denji’s at least making an effort to repay Shidou’s mindblowing service. He specifically cares for Shidou to feel good.
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Then the other boy started to cup his balls, and Shidou let out a low moan, pulling back to look down at Denji's hands.
"Mmm, fuck that's it, play with them. They look great in your hands." Unlike Denji's bush, his was neatly trimmed, balls shaved even.
He appericates all that Denji's doing to try to make him feel good since the kid's going outside of his comfort zone.
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It shouldn’t feel so—hot, mutually jerking another guy’s cock, but he’s stubbornly willing himself to not think about it. Honestly, it’s only hot because he’s really liking the languid, carnal kissing. Nevermind how his cock jumps a little when Shidou moans; how it feeds the part of Denji that likes praise and needs it so desperately.
“Shut up,” Denji mumbles gravely into their kiss, mostly just because he’s embarrassed. But play with them he does, but of course with careful sympathy—he pulls and strokes his sack (which…damn, yeah, the skin is really soft), then…with careful curiousity, eventually abandons Shidou’s nuts to press against his perineum, like Shidou had to him earlier. but he’s not…totally sure how to do it? And it shows. But hey, he got the spirit. Denji’s tightening his fist a bit as he strokes slow, more on the bottom half of his base—then quickens over the whole of it.
He’s not even really sure he can get Shidou to cum, but. His ‘thank you’ is almost at his own standard of satisfaction.
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He's not surprised that Denji got a short refractory period. He's a teenager, and Shidou's isn't that much longer.
Moaning softly, Shidou nuzzled in against Denji's neck. "Keep don't that, you can tighten your grip a bit, fuck your hand feels good on my cock." He can't shut up because he loves to talk and loves to give praise. He sees something cool; he's going to say it's cool. It's how he is. He's not programed to lie.
The world sucks. He knows. It's violent and dangerous and full of monsters, and he doesn't mean devils, but it's also got hot people, and sex is a thing, so it's not all bad news.
And Denji doesn't have to worry about not being able to make him cum, he's going to cum. He's easy to please. "Getting close, baby," he crooned.
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Fuck, fuck, that's nice. Denji's weak to that kind of thing too. He does as instructed, breath heavy.
He's surprised to hear that Shidou's getting close—then relieved. Maybe kinda smug. He'd have preferred the first time he made someone cum was a girl, but at least with another dude, it felt kind of like a fun powerplay.
"Don't call me baby," Denji scolds snappishly, turning his head to pull the skin of Shidou's neck between his pointed teeth, lips drawn in a snarl in such a way that it wrinkles his nose. The bite isn't enough to cause damage, but it'll pinch, for sure.
Shit. Denji's realizing part of why he's so turned on is because he recognizes that when Shidou's done, he's probably going to be up for more—he's energetic as hell and this is probably his preferred hobby, what they're doing here... Denji wants more and he's starting to feel confident he's gonna get it. He's still plenty curious.
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And that's what tips him over. He's a bit of a sadist and a bit of a masochist, and those sharp teeth feel real fucking good sinking into his neck.
His hips buck, and he's spilling all over Denji's hand with his spunk. Once he's done jizzing, he nuzzles some more against Denji like a snuggly cat. "Fuck, Denji, that was good." He pressed a kiss to Denji's cheek and gave his dick a tug. "Now, what do you wanna do with this thing? I just remembered thigh fucking's a thing. Wanna fuck mine?"
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